Sunday, 30 December 2012
Hmmphh... No matter how weary and heavy my heart is to go to work. Guess i have to learn and be the best for my patients..
"Medicine is long life study"
Knowledge can repels evil whisperers on the soul and it rids one of worries and troubles
Friday, 28 December 2012
I guess November is my introvert month (suke hati je label that). Anyway, there are times when I doubt myself, I don't have confident, when my self-esteem drop to negative one hundred and thirty two. Whatever I'm doing, everything doesn't seems to be right!
I get tired easily. I have no motivation to work.
Well things like that do happens to me.
Right now I'm trying my best-est to gain and be myself back. I try to spend time with family more often. Recite more pages of Qur'an. Bed time story with Terjemahan Qur'an (ditch all the romance novels). I find it helpful. A lot helpful.
You know. Your fear is only to Allah SWT.
Whatever happens to you, good bad bad bad good... all has been decide. And how many good and bad is always the maximum deeds that we can earn in this world before we die.
You know what I did just know that makes me feels relieve. I join for volunteering. Time and sweat volunteer. Not money volunteer. =P
I registered for non-profit organization Mercy Malaysia http://www.mercy.org.my & Islamic Relief Malaysia (IRM) http://irmblog.org .
Apparently, after register. They don't straight away send you to anywhere.
You need to go for induction. So I'm still waiting for next induction to join and be ready to do volunteer.
I think it's going to be amazing!
Being in service to others leads to happiness.
Thursday, 6 December 2012
I went to Kota Kinabalu! The highlight part of it is not the things I do there. But because I get to meet Muni. My beloved best-est friend. And also I get to see sunshine! God knows how long I've been working am-pm only company by moon & stars while driving.
It just Uh-may-Zing!
|Muni & Me at Pasar Filiphino|
|Mesmerizing view on my way for Canopy Walk in Poring, KK.|
|Hey, I'm on top of the ... TREE !|
|Fact: I'm 100meter above sea level !!! (muke cover gayat)|
|Deathly Canopy Walk: someone actually died here. (spooky)|
|Muni post-call and i forced her for snorkeling in three island (cian die kene bully)|
|Sapi Island babeh|
|Sunburn oh no...|
|I've seen all the marine !|
Thanks to Muni for all the hospitality...
Tuesday, 9 October 2012
Know that the life of this world is but amusement and diversion and adornment and boasting to one another and competition in increase of wealth and children - like the example of a rain whose [resulting] plant growth pleases the tillers; then it dries and you see it turned yellow; then it becomes [scattered] debris. And in the Hereafter is severe punishment and forgiveness from Allah and approval. And what is the worldly life except the enjoyment of delusion.
"Ya Allah, I seek for your forgiveness, for I have sinned. Give me strength to overcome my temptations, for I am weak"
Sunday, 7 October 2012
Sunday, 23 September 2012
Saturday, 22 September 2012
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
Wednesday, 5 September 2012
Saturday, 25 August 2012
I will kill the lizards for you. I try. But not frogs.
I will share my vanilla ice cream with you when you have finished all yours and are still hungry.
I will try my hardest not to get annoyed when you tell your weird jokes in front of our friends.
I will let you win over the road mapping bet. Sometimes. Other times, i will not. Especially when bad traffic.
I will send you random texts. Not always. Not on schedule. Whenever i want to, whenever i think you need one. Or seven.
I will check your flight departure. I will remind you the timing when you have to leave home.
Thursday, 26 July 2012
Hate no one, no matter how much they have wronged you.
Live humbly, no matter how many you 've become.
Think positively no matter how hard life is.
Give, even you have been given little.
Keep in touch with the one who have forgotten you.
Forgive those who have wronged you
And do not stop praying for those who you love.
- Imam Ali ibn Abi Talib -
Ya Allah Pardon My Sins Which Are Many,Accept My Prayer Which Are Very Little.
Friday, 13 July 2012
Only you. Only you, are love.
Sunday, 17 June 2012
To love the imperfections,
To agree to disagree.
Saturday, 26 May 2012
Kajang- HO died for taking booster drug after 5 days of working straight.
Dear friend of mine, crying in a room for 2 days because of stress in the hospital. Get scolded everyday. Expect to finish a lot of task in little of time. Get shouted, get humiliated.
All of us who started our Houseman CRIED the first month of work.
*well u can judge*
MO - House Officer now a days are too pampered. They are doing less work. Less working hours. Hence, get better paid compared to our time.
Specialist- Government made a wonderful job so that the doctors workload and burden won't be too much.
Some said House Officer now a days are lazy, not-to-the-par, incompetent, slow and pampered.
Yes. I agree.
We are not-to-the-par
We are incompetent
We are slow
We are pampered
Coz. WE ARE LEARNING.
We are trying.
We are doing our best to keep up with the work load.
It's a process.
That's why we have 2 years to learn those things.
Don't aspect us to learn everything in 2 days or in a week. or during tagging.
No. I'm not complaining. But I'm just saying, don't because of one or two house officer that been absconded from work. Then u blame all the house officer in the whole country.
Honestly, for me. Being a house officer is not as easy as a candy. It has an up and down on its own way. So please guide us, don't shout at us.
Anyway, I wrote this entry bcoz I read one MO blog, writing bout how ungrateful HO are. And I just so mad. Coz he just jump into conclusion and assumed that all of us is not doing our job well.
As for my MO - for now, very helpful and kind. Willing to help every time we need.
I'm thankful for that. Thank God. I love em' all.
I hope I nvr come across those judgmental MO's in future...
"Judge not the person who try & fail, but judge the person who fail to try"
Too All my Dear Friends who going through house officer,
Qur'an Surah Insyirah (the expansion, solace, consolation & relief) Surah 94
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Friday, 30 March 2012
Just finished my induction today at Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson. Somehow I feel like - I have an hour to live before I die.
Been thinking what should I do for my last weekend as free man.
I got my second choice posting which is in HUKM (Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia).
Been thinking about appealing, but when there are some of my friends who didn't actually get what is in their choices hospital to go. So, aku bersyukur dengan takdir Allah SWT ini.
Heard so many good and bad stories about this hospital. Been there twice, and the doctors are all scary. Even medical student there scares me.
There are like all looking so BRILLIANT! you know, the one who wore a spec, a doctor coat, holding a thick book, walking with a speed like running, talking stuff that I never heard about...
The main point is, it's scary!
Anyway, here is my plan.
1) I'm just gonna go there, get myself registered.
2) Get to know the surrounding like the ward and lab. (ok i lied, actually i nak tahu canteen - nak test makanan sodap ke idak)
3) Just do my work and learn in the process.
#prayforizreen (buat trend dkt tweet pun blh)
Dis is from my mom,
She asks me to read this and amalkan...
O ye who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy; vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper.
"Wahai Orang-orang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap-siap ( di atas perbatasan negerimu) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah agar kamu beruntung "
(Qur'an Al-Imran Verse 2oo)
When u going through Housemanship, Ur parents is also going through Housemanship !
by Dato' Dr. Sree
Friday, 9 March 2012
The Danish authorities are trying their best to hide his death, who have found no clue about how the fire broke out and why only the room in which Kurt was staying had been damaged.
The investigative report says the incident took place some days back in which Westergaard was burnt seriously and died on the spot, but the international media is completely silent about it. The report further claims that some eyewitnesses are also available to testify the happenings. The Danish authorities have so far been unable to find any hint about the cause of fire, as they had started investigations while keeping in mind some external conspiracy to kill the blasphemer.
According to the BBC, a total of twelve persons were involved in the blasphemous act, but all of them, except Kurt, had opted to go underground to escape the public wrath after the Muslims around the world had participated in protest rallies which were attended by millions of people.
After the protests throughout the Muslim world, still he doesn’t feel sorry nor regret what he had done. In fact, he received an award on how brave he is for the controversy drawings. The Danish authorities provided complete security to him, as he had been enraged due to the repeated publication of the caricatures in the European press.
Denmarks Radio TV In All Honesty - February 2, 2008.
Kaare Quist: For many of us it sounds like a thriller from Hollywood to live underground.But first I want to go back in time to two years ago, when you had to draw this drawing..You were contacted by Jyllands-Posten and are told to draw the prophet Mohammed as you see him.Why did you draw him this way?
Kurt Westergaard: Well this drawing I made is very simple, it was done quickly, and I think it clearly illustrates that there are terrorists who get their spiritual dynamite or their spiritual ammunition from Islam.The drawing is not about Islam as a whole, but it is about a fraction of this religion which is used.
Kaare Quist: At the time you drew it; did you have any idea about how much commotion it would create?
Kurt Westergaard: No I didn't,
Kaare Quist: So for you it was just another day at the office?
Kurt Westergaard: Yes just another day at the office as they say in English. Yes, exactly.
Danish cartoonist Kurt Westergaard (L) receives the award from German Chancellor Angela Merkel and Joachim Gauck during the M110 Media Award ceremony at Sanssouci Palace on September 8, 2010 in Potsdam, Germany. The M100 Media Prize will be awarded for Kurt Westergaard's 'unbending engagement for freedom of the press and freedom of opinion and for his courage to defend these democratic values despite threats of death and violence,' the prize committee said. Danish Cartoonist Westergaard drew the most controversial of 12 caricatures of the Prophet Muhammad, first published in a Danish newspaper in 2005, which sparked protests across the Muslim world.
Some of extreme Muslims tried to kill him. Several times in fact. This proof that he is right to tell the world on how violent Islam is. But guess what, the one who attacks you, doesn’t know what really Islam is.
At first when I read it on the internet, I’m not sure the news is true or not. This is because there isn’t any news in paper or TV.
In fact, if u Google it, you going to find the plot of how many Muslims trying to kill him.
It’s so sad to see the media controls the world mind into hating Islam so much.
Don’t they know their country that put war in Iraq, Bosnia, and Palestine… Killing their children and wife’s. Burn our mosque and school. Just to destroy Islam and take their oil.
Surprisingly in the news saying how bad violent ruthless Islam is.
Well, we don’t have to do anything.
Balasan Allah SWT di dunia pun dah dapat…
Wallah hu alam (Sesungguhnya hanya Allah SWT yang mengetahui)
Thursday, 8 March 2012
I'm Giving Up
My Heart Can't Take It Anymore
If That's All
It's Not Enough
You'll Watch Me Walk Right Out That Door
It's Like You Said Before It's Nothing Personal
I Must Be Moving On
If That's Love Then I'm Gone
Friday, 17 February 2012
And air was meant to be breathed, close to your ear.
And your skin was meant to remember what mine felt like.
And some songs were meant to play on repeat.
And the sun was meant to come down.
And we were meant to ignore it when it woke up.
And days were meant to pass.
And nights were meant to follow.
And your eyes were meant to cry out whatever pain was left.
And I never meant to hurt you.
But I guess that's what everyone says.
Monday, 13 February 2012
Anyway, didn't think that i might actually hooked with a car, as all my life before this I only dream of having an amazing house when i grew up. But now, i guess mini changed it. Car is so addictive and it's important for you to drive the car that u love!!
ps: thank u Ayah... =))
Tuesday, 31 January 2012
I was just searching and doing some reading to increase my knowledge about Malaysia Health promotion programs. Then I stuck at this particular page...
Register for Organ Transplant
Kidding right? I'm serious!!
We never thought an organ transplant can happen in developing country. We don't have the technology as good as USA. Our law is strict that there is no black market for organ transplant like in India, China and Thailand.
THE HISTORY OF ORGAN TRANSPLANTATION IN MALAYSIA
Kidney Transplant (1975)
A bussinessman received a kidney donor from his brother.
Until 1995, 518 patients undergone kidney transplantation surgery. 509 cases are from living donor dan 9 are from cadaveric donor.
Liver Transplant (1995)
20 liver transplantation were successfully performed in this country.
Heart Transplant (1997)
Other then that, Malaysia has record sucessful transplant surgeries for some tissues such as eye cornea, bone and bone marrow.
Lung and pancreas transplant have never performed in Malaysia due to donor unavailability, not because of unavailability of the expertise or equipment.
In Malaysia we have a Malaysia Society of Transplantation since 1994.
You can find the answers about Organ donating...
We heard some say organ donating is haraam because it inflicts physical damage and pain to the deceased. But according to Fatwas around the world says that organ transplantation is a must.
Even in Malaysia (JAKIM). The law for organ transplantation is allowed with the permission from the donor prior before passing away or brain dead.
Surah Al-Maidah, verse 32
" if anyone saves a life, it will be as if he saves the life of all mankind"
Every year, thousand of Malaysians in dire need of an organ transplantat die before a donor can be found.
This is a noble option indeed.
Just think what if you or your family in need of those organs?
- The Current practice of Organ Transplant In Malaysia by Dr. Basri in Journal Of Human Sciences.
- Article : Islam And Organ Donation by Dr. Abu Bakar in www.mst.org.my
- Keputusan Fatwa Derma Organ oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia.
- Further reading http://www.mst.org.my/ntrSite/index.htm
till then :)
Saturday, 28 January 2012
With your wonderful wedding day.
You’ll share everything together;
Through it all, your love will stay.
As you begin your happy life.
May all good things be yours,
As new husband and new wife.
By Joanna Fuchs
Walla.... my first making cupcakes!!
I know it looks good. But the truth is, the cupcakes taste bad. So bad. Until my always-hungry-brother Izham only ate it one!
My mistake is that, I'm using a tepung kek naik sendiri as a flour. Then.... I add some more baking powder. Make it taste well..slightly bitter...
Opsy a cupcakes!!
Well, I'm not gonna give up. Gonna try again, first thing in the morning...
Wish me luck! he-he....