The Pain of each other - House Officer Entry

Kajang- HO died for taking booster drug after 5 days of working straight.

Dear friend of mine, crying in a room for 2 days because of stress in the hospital. Get scolded everyday. Expect to finish a lot of task in little of time. Get shouted, get humiliated.
 
All of us who started our Houseman CRIED the first month of work.
It's terrible. 

*well u can judge*

MO - House Officer now a days are too pampered. They are doing less work. Less working hours. Hence, get better paid compared to our time.

Specialist- Government made a wonderful job so that the doctors workload and burden won't be too much.

Some said House Officer now a days are lazy, not-to-the-par, incompetent, slow and pampered. 

Yes. I agree.
We are not-to-the-par
We are incompetent
We are slow
We are pampered

Coz. WE ARE LEARNING. 


We are trying.
We are doing our best to keep up with the work load.
It's a process.

That's why we have 2 years to learn those things.
Don't aspect us to learn everything in 2 days or in a week. or during tagging.
 
No. I'm not complaining. But I'm just saying, don't because of one or two house officer that been absconded from work. Then u blame all the house officer in the whole country.

Honestly, for me. Being a house officer is not  as easy as a candy. It has an up and down on its own way. So please guide us, don't shout at us.
Anyway, I wrote this entry bcoz I read one MO blog, writing bout how ungrateful HO are. And I just so mad. Coz he just jump into conclusion and assumed that all of us is not doing our job well.


As for my MO - for now, very helpful and kind. Willing to help every time we need.
I'm thankful for that. Thank God. I love em' all.
I hope I nvr come across those judgmental MO's in future...
 

"Judge not the person who try & fail, but judge the person who fail to try"

Too All my Dear Friends who going through house officer, 

Qur'an Surah Insyirah (the expansion, solace, consolation & relief) Surah 94

Have we not opened ur breast for you?

And removed you, your burden

Which weigh down ur back?

And raised high ur fame?

So verily, with the hardship, there is relief.

Verily, with the hardship, there is relief

And to ur Lord turn your invocations 

xoxo

Im old

Nothing much to say. But I'm old...
I feel old...im an old lady...

The Beginners

Hello World. Goodbye my old-nice-cozy-lovely-awesome student life...
Just finished my induction today at Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson. Somehow I feel like - I have an hour to live before I die.
Been thinking what should I do for my last weekend as free man.
I got my second choice posting which is in HUKM (Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia).

Been thinking about appealing, but when there are some of my friends who didn't actually get what is in their choices hospital to go. So, aku bersyukur dengan takdir Allah SWT ini.

Heard so many good and bad stories about this hospital. Been there twice, and the doctors are all scary. Even medical student there scares me.
There are like all looking so BRILLIANT! you know, the one who wore a spec, a doctor coat, holding a thick book, walking with a speed like running, talking stuff that I never heard about...
phewww...
The main point is, it's scary!

Anyway, here is my plan.

1) I'm just gonna go there, get myself registered.
2) Get to know the surrounding like the ward and lab. (ok i lied, actually i nak tahu canteen - nak test makanan sodap ke idak)
3) Just do my work and learn in the process.

#prayforizreen (buat trend dkt tweet pun blh)

Dis is from my mom,
She asks me to read this and amalkan...



O ye who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy; vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper.

"Wahai Orang-orang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap-siap ( di atas perbatasan negerimu) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah agar kamu beruntung "

(Qur'an Al-Imran Verse 2oo)

When u going through Housemanship, Ur parents is also going through Housemanship !
by Dato' Dr. Sree

InsyaAllah.

At Tiara Beach Resort with Dr. Syura

Surat yang ditunggu-tunggu

Cartoonist of Prophet Muhammad SAW burns to death

Two years ago a cartoonist Kurt Westergaard draws our Prophet Muhammad SAW cartoon wearing a bomb in his turban in order to spread his view about Islam.

The Danish authorities are trying their best to hide his death, who have found no clue about how the fire broke out and why only the room in which Kurt was staying had been damaged.

The investigative report says the incident took place some days back in which Westergaard was burnt seriously and died on the spot, but the international media is completely silent about it. The report further claims that some eyewitnesses are also available to testify the happenings. The Danish authorities have so far been unable to find any hint about the cause of fire, as they had started investigations while keeping in mind some external conspiracy to kill the blasphemer.

According to the BBC, a total of twelve persons were involved in the blasphemous act, but all of them, except Kurt, had opted to go underground to escape the public wrath after the Muslims around the world had participated in protest rallies which were attended by millions of people.

After the protests throughout the Muslim world, still he doesn’t feel sorry nor regret what he had done. In fact, he received an award on how brave he is for the controversy drawings. The Danish authorities provided complete security to him, as he had been enraged due to the repeated publication of the caricatures in the European press.

Denmarks Radio TV In All Honesty - February 2, 2008.

Kaare Quist: For many of us it sounds like a thriller from Hollywood to live underground.But first I want to go back in time to two years ago, when you had to draw this drawing..You were contacted by Jyllands-Posten and are told to draw the prophet Mohammed as you see him.Why did you draw him this way? Kurt Westergaard: Well this drawing I made is very simple, it was done quickly, and I think it clearly illustrates that there are terrorists who get their spiritual dynamite or their spiritual ammunition from Islam.The drawing is not about Islam as a whole, but it is about a fraction of this religion which is used. Kaare Quist: At the time you drew it; did you have any idea about how much commotion it would create? Kurt Westergaard: No I didn't, Kaare Quist: So for you it was just another day at the office? Kurt Westergaard: Yes just another day at the office as they say in English. Yes, exactly.

Danish cartoonist Kurt Westergaard (L) receives the award from German Chancellor Angela Merkel and Joachim Gauck during the M110 Media Award ceremony at Sanssouci Palace on September 8, 2010 in Potsdam, Germany. The M100 Media Prize will be awarded for Kurt Westergaard's 'unbending engagement for freedom of the press and freedom of opinion and for his courage to defend these democratic values despite threats of death and violence,' the prize committee said. Danish Cartoonist Westergaard drew the most controversial of 12 caricatures of the Prophet Muhammad, first published in a Danish newspaper in 2005, which sparked protests across the Muslim world.

Some of extreme Muslims tried to kill him. Several times in fact. This proof that he is right to tell the world on how violent Islam is. But guess what, the one who attacks you, doesn’t know what really Islam is.

At first when I read it on the internet, I’m not sure the news is true or not. This is because there isn’t any news in paper or TV.

In fact, if u Google it, you going to find the plot of how many Muslims trying to kill him.

It’s so sad to see the media controls the world mind into hating Islam so much.

Don’t they know their country that put war in Iraq, Bosnia, and Palestine… Killing their children and wife’s. Burn our mosque and school. Just to destroy Islam and take their oil.

Surprisingly in the news saying how bad violent ruthless Islam is.

Well, we don’t have to do anything.

Balasan Allah SWT di dunia pun dah dapat…

Wallah hu alam (Sesungguhnya hanya Allah SWT yang mengetahui)

Source:

www.zimbio.com

www.nation.com

A drop in the ocean

It's like a drop in the ocean
The change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert...

But I'm holding you closer than most
Cause you are my heaven....

If that's love? then I'm gone

If That's Love
I'm Giving Up
My Heart Can't Take It Anymore

If That's All
It's Not Enough
You'll Watch Me Walk Right Out That Door

It's Like You Said Before It's Nothing Personal
I Must Be Moving On
If That's Love Then I'm Gone

Meant to be...

A heart was meant to beat.

And air was meant to be breathed, close to your ear.

And your skin was meant to remember what mine felt like.

And some songs were meant to play on repeat.

And the sun was meant to come down.

And we were meant to ignore it when it woke up.

And days were meant to pass.

And nights were meant to follow.

And your eyes were meant to cry out whatever pain was left.

And I never meant to hurt you.

But I guess that's what everyone says.

by,

IWTFY

My new Mini Addict !

May pictures tell thousand words for adorable yet elegant and fast mini cooper. Driving it was so adrenaline-rushing... I drove 160km/h without any guilt. wahaha.. (won't do it again- unless i have to). *peace*
Anyway, didn't think that i might actually hooked with a car, as all my life before this I only dream of having an amazing house when i grew up. But now, i guess mini changed it. Car is so addictive and it's important for you to drive the car that u love!!


ps: thank u Ayah... =))

The Gift of Live

I was just searching and doing some reading to increase my knowledge about Malaysia Health promotion programs. Then I stuck at this particular page...

Register for Organ Transplant

Kidding right? I'm serious!!
We never thought an organ transplant can happen in developing country. We don't have the technology as good as USA. Our law is strict that there is no black market for organ transplant like in India, China and Thailand.

THE HISTORY OF ORGAN TRANSPLANTATION IN MALAYSIA

Kidney Transplant (1975)
A bussinessman received a kidney donor from his brother.
Until 1995, 518 patients undergone kidney transplantation surgery. 509 cases are from living donor dan 9 are from cadaveric donor.

Liver Transplant (1995)
20 liver transplantation were successfully performed in this country.

Heart Transplant (1997)

First heart transplant was in December 1997, while the second and third successful surgeries were done in 1998. One of the successful heart transplant surgeries is the heart transplant surgeries performed on R.Sethurugnan. He is one of the heart recipients who live as a normal individual. He suffered an acute heart disease prior to the transplant.

Other then that, Malaysia has record sucessful transplant surgeries for some tissues such as eye cornea, bone and bone marrow.

Lung and pancreas transplant have never performed in Malaysia due to donor unavailability, not because of unavailability of the expertise or equipment.

In Malaysia we have a Malaysia Society of Transplantation since 1994.
You can find the answers about Organ donating...



ISLAM VIEW

We heard some say organ donating is haraam because it inflicts physical damage and pain to the deceased. But according to Fatwas around the world says that organ transplantation is a must.
Even in Malaysia (JAKIM). The law for organ transplantation is allowed with the permission from the donor prior before passing away or brain dead.

In Qur'an
Surah Al-Maidah, verse 32

" if anyone saves a life, it will be as if he saves the life of all mankind"




Every year, thousand of Malaysians in dire need of an organ transplantat die before a donor can be found.
This is a noble option indeed.

Just think what if you or your family in need of those organs?

source:

1. The Current practice of Organ Transplant In Malaysia by Dr. Basri in Journal Of Human Sciences.
2. Article : Islam And Organ Donation by Dr. Abu Bakar in www.mst.org.my
3. Keputusan Fatwa Derma Organ oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia.
4. Further reading http://www.mst.org.my/ntrSite/index.htm

happy reading...

till then :)

May All Good Things Be Yours....

Your happiness begins
With your wonderful wedding day.
You’ll share everything together;
Through it all, your love will stay. Congratulations to you,
As you begin your happy life.
May all good things be yours,
As new husband and new wife.
By Joanna Fuchs

Opsy-a-cupcakes...

Walla.... my first making cupcakes!!

I know it looks good. But the truth is, the cupcakes taste bad. So bad. Until my always-hungry-brother Izham only ate it one!

My mistake is that, I'm using a tepung kek naik sendiri as a flour. Then.... I add some more baking powder. Make it taste well..slightly bitter...

Opsy a cupcakes!!

Well, I'm not gonna give up. Gonna try again, first thing in the morning...

Wish me luck! he-he....

I'm done here

tomorrow is my last exam as coass here in Jakarta. If i pass it. dr. tittle will be added to my name.
such a joy to celebrate after hurdles by hurdles u jump, most of the time u fall.

the knowledge, the survival, the betrayal, the life.

basically, just by finishing ur degree, doesn't mean u r good in meds. but it teaches how to life.
and definitely how to be a better muslim...

i believe that Allah chooses me to be where am i today, is the best for myself... so i can be nearer to Him.

Aminn.


ps: my parents are coming dis weekend.
cant wait.

lots of smile... =)))))))

3 veils of darkness

When i learned bout USG, this one doc. Her name dr. Khatijoh. She teaches me how to do USG.

One thing I adore her is that every mother-to-be come and check up with us.
She will asks.

"Tahu maksud Bismillah?"

"Tahu maksud Aghuzubillah?"

When the mother-to-be know the answer, she will give compliment and told them how important mother with a good knowledge bout Islam.

She is very inspiring.

Apart from giving advice from a doctor, she reminds people

She give me some of Qur'an words about Ultrasound before it was create it's written in Qur'an.

Masya Allah..

"He creates you in the wombs of your mothers, creation after creation in three veils of darkness, such is Allah your Lord"
(Az-Zumar 39: 6)

Dalam Az- Zumar Ayat 6 dalam 3 kegelapan iaitu perut (abdomen ibu), rahim (uterus) & selaput yang menutupi anak (amnion sac).



And here some doa to recite for mother-to-be

"Dan aku mohon perlindungan-Mu untuknya anak cucunya dari (gangguan) setan yang terkutuk"
(Al-Imran 3:36)

Rumour Has It / Someone Like You (Glee Cast Version)

Umat Nabi Muhammad SAW

Ya Allah SWT,
Janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau
kami melakukan kesalahan.

Ya Tuhan Kami,
Janganlah Engkau bebani kami dengan beban yang berat
Sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami

Ya Tuhan Kami,
Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya.

Maafkan kami , ampunilah kami, dan rahmatilah kami.
Engkaulah pelindung kami, maka tolonglah kami menghadapi orang-orang kafir

Qur-an (al-Baqarah: 284-286)