Sunday, 30 December 2012

I'm a doctor

Someone very dear to me said, "Medicine is your profession. You get paid to treat your patient. Whether you like it or not, you need to have excellent knowledge about your patient and their diseases. You cannot jeopardize their trust just because you have lack of knowledge & interest."

Hmmphh... No matter how weary and heavy my heart is to go to work. Guess i have to learn and be the best for my patients..

"Medicine is long life study"

Knowledge can repels evil whisperers on the soul and it rids one of worries and troubles
-Ibn Hazm

Friday, 28 December 2012


If you notice. November, 0 entry.
I guess November is my introvert month (suke hati je label that). Anyway, there are times when I doubt myself, I don't have confident, when my self-esteem drop to negative one hundred and thirty two. Whatever I'm doing, everything doesn't seems to be right!
I get tired easily. I have no motivation to work.

Well things like that do happens to me.

Right now I'm trying my best-est to gain and be myself back. I try to spend time with family more often. Recite more pages of Qur'an. Bed time story with Terjemahan Qur'an (ditch all the romance novels). I find it helpful. A lot helpful.

You know. Your fear is only to Allah SWT.
Whatever happens to you, good bad bad bad good... all has been decide. And how many good and bad is always the maximum deeds that we can earn in this world before we die.
Believe me!

You know what I did just know that makes me feels relieve. I  join for volunteering. Time and sweat volunteer. Not money volunteer. =P
I registered for non-profit organization Mercy Malaysia & Islamic Relief Malaysia (IRM) .
Apparently, after register. They don't straight away send you to anywhere.
You need to go for induction. So I'm still waiting for next induction to join and be ready to do volunteer.
 I think it's going to be amazing!

Being in service to others leads to happiness.
Prophet SAW
"Whoever has extra provision, should give from it to the one who has no provision. And whoever has an extra mount should give with his extra to the one who has mount" 

Ps: Currently, doing my Obstetrics & gynecology Department as my 3rd posting in HUKM. Not really enjoying it as I used to be when I'm doing practical as a student there. As the responsibility gets heavier and pressure is so intense. 
Will do my best- InsyaAllah. 

Thursday, 6 December 2012

Summer is over

Summer is over. This is how i feel after long between posting holiday off. Done my Surgery Department. I was in colorectal and endocrine & breast team. To be honest, it quite a bit challenging in both team. But anyway, I'm not gonna tell bout work.

I went to Kota Kinabalu! The highlight part of it is not the things I do there. But because I get to meet Muni. My beloved best-est friend. And also I get to see sunshine! God knows how long I've been working am-pm only company by moon & stars while driving.

It just Uh-may-Zing!

Muni & Me at Pasar Filiphino

 The first thing we did is talk talk talk.......We have a lot to catch up though. pheww~

Mesmerizing view on my way for Canopy Walk in Poring, KK.

Hey, I'm on top of the ... TREE !

Fact: I'm 100meter above sea level !!!  (muke cover gayat)

Deathly Canopy Walk: someone actually died here. (spooky) 

Muni post-call and i forced her for snorkeling in three island (cian die kene bully)

Sapi Island babeh

Sunburn oh no...

I've seen all the marine !
 Thats some of the experience in KK. It just awesome!
Thanks to Muni for all the hospitality...