The Fate

I was constructed for you.
You were molded for me.

Gurly gurly day with Izhanis...

It's been a long time since I have a chance to spend time with my sister. No point of work hard if u didn't know how to play hard. Am i right?

Here some pictures i would love to share...

U guys should try this store. The price is slightly cheaper then Zara and slightly expensive then Cotton On. But the design is very sophisticated !!
Betul tak tipu, especially when u can get 10% discount if u are a student. Well, i used Hani's card to get the discount. 

Cool.....

Ok. Then, now I'm exhausted.
Till then. =)

xoxo

The Vanilla Twilight

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

Ours

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours....

My pledge to you

I will kill the lizards for you. I try. But not frogs.
I will share my vanilla ice cream with you when you have finished all yours and are still hungry.
I will try my hardest not to get annoyed when you tell your weird jokes in front of our friends.
I will let you win over the road mapping bet. Sometimes. Other times, i will not. Especially when bad traffic.
I will send you random texts. Not always. Not on schedule. Whenever i want to, whenever i think you need one. Or seven.
I will check your flight departure. I will remind you the timing when you have to leave home.

Wise Words

Hate no one, no matter how much they have wronged you. 

 Live humbly, no matter how many you 've become.  

Think positively no matter how hard life is.  

Give, even you have been given little.  

Keep in touch with the one who have forgotten you.  

Forgive those who have wronged you  

And do not stop praying for those who you love. 

- Imam Ali ibn Abi Talib -

Ramadhan 1433

Ya Allah Pardon My Sins Which Are Many,

Accept My Prayer Which Are Very Little.

Salam All,

Let welcome Ramadhan with our warmth and love ... 

We never know, this might be our last Ramadhan... 

Many people did not realize how this holy month can do so much blessing and benefit for us. Most of us just know Ramadhan is a month for Muslims to Fast. Sahur-Niat-Puasa-Bukak Puasa (terawikh or baca Qur'an).... tgk lah kalau sempat. 

That's wrong. Kindergarten kids can fast. In fact , we never know. Their deeds for fasting is double or triple us adults. Ramadhan is a month for Muslims to perform all sunnah that Nabi Muhammad SAW taught us. 

Pahala berlipat kali ganda. If only people can see how much we earn after doing good in this month. I bet all of us, running to mosque to perform terawikh. No one will go back after 8 rakaah. Everybody will stay until 20 rakaah for terawikh. 

Who knows, no one will actually go to work. All of us just want to pray and pray... 

If... we can see what Allah grant us. 

If..... 

Well, i said this. To remind me as well. 

We humans.

Making sins is like walking in a watery floor while try not to wet our feet.

 (something like that, I recall from Nabi Sulaiman to Puteri Balqis) -if im not mistaken.  Correct me if im wrong.

 Salam Ramadhan! 

Not Love

Your salary is not love and your word is not love. Your clothes are not love and holding hands is not love. Sex is not love and a kiss is not love. Long letters are not love and a text is not love. Flowers are not love and a box of chocolates is not love. Sunsets are not love and photographs are not love. The stars are not love and a beach under the moonlight is not love. The smell of someone else on your pillow is not love and the feeling of their skin touching your skin is not love. Heart-shaped candy is not love and an overseas holiday is not love. The truth is not love and winning an argument is not love. Warm coffee isn't love and cheap cards bought from stores are not love.  Tears are not love and laughter is not love. A head on a shoulder is not love and messages written at the front of books given as gifts are not love. Apathy is not love and numbness is not love. A pain in your chest is not love and clenching your fist is not love. Rain is not love.

Only you. Only you, are love.

by,
iwrotethisforyou

ps: omg! im so in love reading this... 

Agree to disagree

To love the imperfections,
To agree to disagree.

If you find one, marry him. 

Here are some beautiful quotes from a movie The Vows:

The scene when they giving vow to each other before saying I do. 

(so sweet)

"I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they are not, to agree to disagree about red velvet cake, to live within the warmth of your heart, and always call it home."

"I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love."

xxx

The Pain of each other - House Officer Entry

Kajang- HO died for taking booster drug after 5 days of working straight.

Dear friend of mine, crying in a room for 2 days because of stress in the hospital. Get scolded everyday. Expect to finish a lot of task in little of time. Get shouted, get humiliated.
 
All of us who started our Houseman CRIED the first month of work.
It's terrible. 

*well u can judge*

MO - House Officer now a days are too pampered. They are doing less work. Less working hours. Hence, get better paid compared to our time.

Specialist- Government made a wonderful job so that the doctors workload and burden won't be too much.

Some said House Officer now a days are lazy, not-to-the-par, incompetent, slow and pampered. 

Yes. I agree.
We are not-to-the-par
We are incompetent
We are slow
We are pampered

Coz. WE ARE LEARNING. 


We are trying.
We are doing our best to keep up with the work load.
It's a process.

That's why we have 2 years to learn those things.
Don't aspect us to learn everything in 2 days or in a week. or during tagging.
 
No. I'm not complaining. But I'm just saying, don't because of one or two house officer that been absconded from work. Then u blame all the house officer in the whole country.

Honestly, for me. Being a house officer is not  as easy as a candy. It has an up and down on its own way. So please guide us, don't shout at us.
Anyway, I wrote this entry bcoz I read one MO blog, writing bout how ungrateful HO are. And I just so mad. Coz he just jump into conclusion and assumed that all of us is not doing our job well.


As for my MO - for now, very helpful and kind. Willing to help every time we need.
I'm thankful for that. Thank God. I love em' all.
I hope I nvr come across those judgmental MO's in future...
 

"Judge not the person who try & fail, but judge the person who fail to try"

Too All my Dear Friends who going through house officer, 

Qur'an Surah Insyirah (the expansion, solace, consolation & relief) Surah 94

Have we not opened ur breast for you?

And removed you, your burden

Which weigh down ur back?

And raised high ur fame?

So verily, with the hardship, there is relief.

Verily, with the hardship, there is relief

And to ur Lord turn your invocations 

xoxo

Im old

Nothing much to say. But I'm old...
I feel old...im an old lady...

The Beginners

Hello World. Goodbye my old-nice-cozy-lovely-awesome student life...
Just finished my induction today at Tiara Beach Resort, Port Dickson. Somehow I feel like - I have an hour to live before I die.
Been thinking what should I do for my last weekend as free man.
I got my second choice posting which is in HUKM (Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia).

Been thinking about appealing, but when there are some of my friends who didn't actually get what is in their choices hospital to go. So, aku bersyukur dengan takdir Allah SWT ini.

Heard so many good and bad stories about this hospital. Been there twice, and the doctors are all scary. Even medical student there scares me.
There are like all looking so BRILLIANT! you know, the one who wore a spec, a doctor coat, holding a thick book, walking with a speed like running, talking stuff that I never heard about...
phewww...
The main point is, it's scary!

Anyway, here is my plan.

1) I'm just gonna go there, get myself registered.
2) Get to know the surrounding like the ward and lab. (ok i lied, actually i nak tahu canteen - nak test makanan sodap ke idak)
3) Just do my work and learn in the process.

#prayforizreen (buat trend dkt tweet pun blh)

Dis is from my mom,
She asks me to read this and amalkan...



O ye who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy; vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper.

"Wahai Orang-orang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap-siap ( di atas perbatasan negerimu) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah agar kamu beruntung "

(Qur'an Al-Imran Verse 2oo)

When u going through Housemanship, Ur parents is also going through Housemanship !
by Dato' Dr. Sree

InsyaAllah.

At Tiara Beach Resort with Dr. Syura

Surat yang ditunggu-tunggu

Cartoonist of Prophet Muhammad SAW burns to death

Two years ago a cartoonist Kurt Westergaard draws our Prophet Muhammad SAW cartoon wearing a bomb in his turban in order to spread his view about Islam.

The Danish authorities are trying their best to hide his death, who have found no clue about how the fire broke out and why only the room in which Kurt was staying had been damaged.

The investigative report says the incident took place some days back in which Westergaard was burnt seriously and died on the spot, but the international media is completely silent about it. The report further claims that some eyewitnesses are also available to testify the happenings. The Danish authorities have so far been unable to find any hint about the cause of fire, as they had started investigations while keeping in mind some external conspiracy to kill the blasphemer.

According to the BBC, a total of twelve persons were involved in the blasphemous act, but all of them, except Kurt, had opted to go underground to escape the public wrath after the Muslims around the world had participated in protest rallies which were attended by millions of people.

After the protests throughout the Muslim world, still he doesn’t feel sorry nor regret what he had done. In fact, he received an award on how brave he is for the controversy drawings. The Danish authorities provided complete security to him, as he had been enraged due to the repeated publication of the caricatures in the European press.

Denmarks Radio TV In All Honesty - February 2, 2008.

Kaare Quist: For many of us it sounds like a thriller from Hollywood to live underground.But first I want to go back in time to two years ago, when you had to draw this drawing..You were contacted by Jyllands-Posten and are told to draw the prophet Mohammed as you see him.Why did you draw him this way? Kurt Westergaard: Well this drawing I made is very simple, it was done quickly, and I think it clearly illustrates that there are terrorists who get their spiritual dynamite or their spiritual ammunition from Islam.The drawing is not about Islam as a whole, but it is about a fraction of this religion which is used. Kaare Quist: At the time you drew it; did you have any idea about how much commotion it would create? Kurt Westergaard: No I didn't, Kaare Quist: So for you it was just another day at the office? Kurt Westergaard: Yes just another day at the office as they say in English. Yes, exactly.

Danish cartoonist Kurt Westergaard (L) receives the award from German Chancellor Angela Merkel and Joachim Gauck during the M110 Media Award ceremony at Sanssouci Palace on September 8, 2010 in Potsdam, Germany. The M100 Media Prize will be awarded for Kurt Westergaard's 'unbending engagement for freedom of the press and freedom of opinion and for his courage to defend these democratic values despite threats of death and violence,' the prize committee said. Danish Cartoonist Westergaard drew the most controversial of 12 caricatures of the Prophet Muhammad, first published in a Danish newspaper in 2005, which sparked protests across the Muslim world.

Some of extreme Muslims tried to kill him. Several times in fact. This proof that he is right to tell the world on how violent Islam is. But guess what, the one who attacks you, doesn’t know what really Islam is.

At first when I read it on the internet, I’m not sure the news is true or not. This is because there isn’t any news in paper or TV.

In fact, if u Google it, you going to find the plot of how many Muslims trying to kill him.

It’s so sad to see the media controls the world mind into hating Islam so much.

Don’t they know their country that put war in Iraq, Bosnia, and Palestine… Killing their children and wife’s. Burn our mosque and school. Just to destroy Islam and take their oil.

Surprisingly in the news saying how bad violent ruthless Islam is.

Well, we don’t have to do anything.

Balasan Allah SWT di dunia pun dah dapat…

Wallah hu alam (Sesungguhnya hanya Allah SWT yang mengetahui)

Source:

www.zimbio.com

www.nation.com

A drop in the ocean

It's like a drop in the ocean
The change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert...

But I'm holding you closer than most
Cause you are my heaven....

If that's love? then I'm gone

If That's Love
I'm Giving Up
My Heart Can't Take It Anymore

If That's All
It's Not Enough
You'll Watch Me Walk Right Out That Door

It's Like You Said Before It's Nothing Personal
I Must Be Moving On
If That's Love Then I'm Gone